Sitting on our almost done being built big front porch. My husband whom is disabled has been working on this project and for all intents and purposes it is done with the exception of one more set of steps and one side railing that are built, they just need to be put up. This is our last step and will be done today. It has already been weatherized. It's ready to go .

Weather;

Absolutely gorgeous! The skies here in Northern California have been a smokey haze since June.(due to all the fires) For the last ten days or so I have been able to enjoy a very BLUE mountain crisp,clear sky!

Scenario;

I put on my bathing suit, grabbed a cold one and open up a lounge chair that has waited for this day as long as I have. It to be used, me to use it. I sit, then start to recline, Life is good at this very moment ,

and then,

PINCH,

the old finger is in a spot is does not belong, and I cry out loud "Oh Damn" I did not SCREAM "Oh Damn". I just reacted too and spoke too a very hurtful pinch. Before I could barely get un-pinched to see the damage to myself, I hear a neighbor across the street YELL to me "Watch your mouth". The only thing I could mutter to say was "I am on my own front porch" I still was not un-pinched.

She yelled back

"Oh SHUT-UP"

I have been crying ever since.

I finally released my-self, walked into the house to run cold water on my finger, (It did not bleed) and started crying. I do not know why I am crying. It's not some hormonal thing goin' on. I think I am just sooo sad at people these days. I was on my own front porch, I obviously spoke the words loud enough for this neighbor to hear (She is in her mid to late 60's)and I can understand people perhaps not wanting to hear that forbidden word damn, and for that I am sorry. What I don't understand is a neighbor that would stand across the street and SEE that I was in obvious distress, (as I have a lounge chair stuck to my finger)and take it sooo far as to say Shut-Up!

When I was growing up, (and I realize every family has their own forbiddings) I was taught that the word Shut-Up was THEE most disrespectful word on the planet. As it showed the person speaking it, thought, they were mightier than all that, and had some inherent right to tell another to not speak. Perhaps that IS why I am so sad. I was born and bred to think this way. But I also have NEVER told anyone to Shut-up. Even when I have wanted too. (Such as 4 small sons fighting and screaming over a toy).

I just can't believe how happy and how good I was feeling, about the porch, the blue skies, the sun and in a second I allow some woman to wreck my day by telling me to shut-up!

I STILL have not figured out if I feel more sorry for myself for letting myself hurt this way or if I feel more sorry for her, that she can be such a person to say those words to a neighbor that lives across the street and just wanted to enjoy all the beauty that was bestowed on me (up to that moment) minding my own self who was searching for my little moment in the sun.

Does anyone have any tissues?

9 presumed dead in wildfire helicopter crash

By TERENCE CHEA and MARCUS WOHLSEN – 1 day ago

SAN FRANCISCO (AP) — Eight firefighters and a pilot are presumed dead in the crash of a helicopter that had just picked up workers battling a blaze in a Northern California forest, officials said Wednesday.

The helicopter had lifted off from a clearing in a remote, rugged region of the Shasta-Trinity National Forest, said Jennifer Rabuck, spokeswoman for the U.S. Forest Service.

The aircraft was carrying 11 firefighters and two crew members when it went down Tuesday night in the Shasta-Trinity National Forest, according to the Federal Aviation Administration and the National Transportation Safety Board.

Four people were flown to hospitals with severe burns, according to the Forest Service.

The Sikorsky S-61N chopper was destroyed by fire after crashing "under unknown circumstances," said FAA spokesman Ian Gregor. The NTSB was leading the investigation and was headed to the scene, about 215 miles northwest of Sacramento.

Firefighters who were waiting to be picked up helped rescue the injured after the helicopter crashed around 7:45 p.m. and caught fire, Rabuck said. About three dozen firefighters had to spend the night on the mountain because it became too dark for other helicopters to land, she said.

Nine people — a co-pilot and eight firefighters — were still missing in the wreckage and presumed killed. Recovery efforts have been complicated by the remote location, and the wreckage is still burning, Rabuck said.

"It's difficult to access," she said. "It's very remote, very steep and heavily forested."

The firefighters had been working at the northern end of a fire burning on more than 27 square miles in the national forest, part of a larger complex of blazes that is mostly contained.

"We are praying for the swift recovery of all the victims, and our hearts go out to their loved ones," Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger said Wednesday.

Some of the firefighters, including those in the hospital, were employed by firefighting contractor Grayback Forestry, based in Merlin, Ore. Mike Wheelock, Grayback's founder and owner, would not confirm any deaths.

Grayback firefighters Michael Brown, 20, and Jonathan Frohreich, 18, as well as a co-pilot of the helicopter, were being treated at the University of California, Davis Medical Center in Sacramento, according to the contractor.

Brown was upgraded to fair condition late Wednesday, Frohreich remained in critical condition and the co-pilot was in serious condition, according to the hospital and fire officials.

Another Grayback employee, identified as Rick Schoeder, 42, was in serious condition at Mercy Medical Center in Redding, officials said.

The helicopter was owned and operated by Carson Helicopters Inc., a Pennsylvania company whose firefighting operations are based in Grants Pass, Ore. All 12 of the company's helicopters are being used for firefighting in Oregon and California, said Bob Madden, Carson's director of corporate affairs.

The helicopter's two co-pilots were Carson employees, Madden said; one was hospitalized and the other was among the missing.

Meanwhile, fire crews worked to contain a series of small fires sparked by a storm that generated an estimated 2,000 lightning strikes in California, Oregon and Nevada over the past two days, said Basil Newmerzhycky, a Forest Service meteorologist.

None had grown into major blazes so far, Newmerzhycky said. By contrast, a storm on June 21 generated about 8,000 strikes that sparked more 2,000 fires, becoming the largest fire event in California history.

A wildfire outside Yosemite National Park that was started July 25 by a person taking target shooting practice was fully contained by Wednesday morning after destroying 30 homes and consuming about 53 square miles.

Before Tuesday's helicopter crash, three firefighters had been killed while on duty in California this year, including one firefighter also assigned to battle the Shasta-Trinity blazes who was killed last month by a falling tree.

On July 2, a volunteer firefighter in Mendocino County died of a heart attack on the fire line. Another firefighter was killed July 26 in when he was burned while scouting a fire.

Associated Press writers Don Thompson in Sacramento and Jeff Barnard in Grants Pass contributed to this report.